Dreams....

The other night, I awoke from my dream. I was dreaming of you. I don't know who you are, or what you look like, but I saw your beautiful silohuette and your adorable crazy "good" hair. What is more difficult for me to comprehend sometimes is that you have probably already been born. You are a part of this world, and you don't know that I am waiting for you. I have been having difficulty sleeping over the past couple months. Part of it, or so I think, has to do with the waiting, and having so many parts of this process being completely out of my control. And, the other part is probably work related, and now I just need to get over that part. Seriously. I was talking to a friend and colleague, Julie, the other day. She suggested that I start a journal, so instead, I am going to try to use this blog for that purpose. This way, when you are ready, you can read all about our journey to you.

We got in touch with WHFC yesterday, and part of my anxiety can be put to rest. Our application has arrived in Boston (orphan petition), after 2 weeks of not knowing where it was (no thanks to a new and not so successful system to centralize everything...Boston had it under control before, and now the process is all messed up, for a lack of a better term). We should be receiving our finger print appointment any day now. My goal is to get us on the wait list before the end of the year. I would be sooooo excited to have a December 2009 wait date!! Wish us luck :)